It has become a ritual - I go to bed, watch TV or read and just as I fall asleep - no matter the time - my hubby calls to check in. Last night that did not happen. So instead of waking up to my phone last night, I woke up to 2 half naked ballerinas, fighting over the same tutu. I panic for a moment - look at my phone, certain that I slept through his call, only to find a dark screen. WHAT?! I had it plugged and on my dresser - it should have charged.
This phone is BRAND NEW - my old Centro was dying - the screen did not always come up and we stopped at the Sprint Kiosk while we were Christmas shopping and upgraded it - this phone is literally 8 days old. My husband got the same phone and had to exchange it within a few weeks because he could only talk on speaker phone. So, perhaps there is an issue with this model?
Now, some background - my husband and I both took a significant paycut for our current positions - essentially another salary. Private schools don't pay NEAR as much as the public, but let me tell you - the lack of stress in the work day is worth every penny. Same is true of a first year firefighter, not near as much as he made in the classroom - although he will make his back up, unlike me. :( So, we had to tighten the belt a bit, and out went the house phone. Vonage was nice - when it worked, we went through more modems and most of the time calls were forwarded to my cell phone any way. So we thought it was a no brainer - lose the house phone and gain some money. Until today!
I don't like this feeling - how will anyone get a hold of me if something happens? What if I have a seizure, how will the kids call 911? What if Liv's sugars spike? Since she has no dx yet, that means I have no glucagon and would have to wait until 38 got here - mind you they are literally just around the corner - but walking next door, knocking on a door, waiting for someone to answer - all takes time. I know these are all worst case scenarios, but they are real possibilities. I don't like this at all.
So, do I pack up all 4 kids and pray they can behave while I exchange the phone? I know my dad has a half day today because of a dentist appt. - maybe he can take them while I run in. I am expected to drop some stuff off at the firehouse, but I am not sure I can make all th phone calls to get the stuff I need for him. I cannot WAIT for this time tomorrow!!
Please join me as work to make sense of my life as a fire wife. This is his TRUE calling. He was a tremendous elementary school teacher, but this is definitely where he sees himself happy. This is my journey to acceptance and support for my husband's dream job come true. Real, sometimes raw and almost uncensored. "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you. . . when you walk through the fire, you will not be burned. . .for I am the Lord your God"
Thursday, December 30, 2010
My phone never rang last night
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cell phones,
firefighter wives,
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Sprint,
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