My husband will be thrilled when he comes home tomorrow and I tell him that I am already starting to plan Christmas. I did a post last December about Christmas has changed for me as I have made my way through the various stages of my life. Not necessarily the happiest of pieces, but instead very real and a bit raw. I know some family members were bothered by it, but I felt better getting it off my chest.
Today, in the 95 degree, no air conditioning yet heat, I have got Christmas on my brain. It all started with the instant realization that the purple, silver and white theme I have had going on my Christmas tree would not really go well with my "Cut Ruby" red living room and I found myself a little bit crestfallen. (I know, grand scheme of things, it is pretty low on the totem pole.) Partially because I love so many of those ornaments, but also because I was looking forward to Christmas again. So, what do I do? I head over to my new found addiction - Pinterest.
I resisted for much longer than many of my friends, but I did indeed get sucked into it. And I have actually used quite a few of the pins that I have pinned. It has not been a total day draining experience for me, I have shown some restraint. But, today, it was definitely a morale booster. It started out with me simply looking for easy DIY ornaments so I could incorporate some more red into my tree (which does indeed lend itself to the fire tree my husband has been coveting for a bit) and morphed into planning Christmas presents. I have even started to plan the girls' present from Santa, that I am going to make. It is rather exciting.
So maybe, just maybe, Christmas really is back. Maybe that love and peace and happiness I had 10 years ago, has found its way back.
Now, I am off in search of a cheap 9 cube shelf . Enjoy your day, stay cool. Throw some love and Popsicles at your kids and kiss your firefighters.
Please join me as work to make sense of my life as a fire wife. This is his TRUE calling. He was a tremendous elementary school teacher, but this is definitely where he sees himself happy. This is my journey to acceptance and support for my husband's dream job come true. Real, sometimes raw and almost uncensored. "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you. . . when you walk through the fire, you will not be burned. . .for I am the Lord your God"
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